Monday, April 23, 2007

Sitting by the window, overheard

A coffee break, a quick round,
sit by, around, a corner table.
Life at pause they ease their breath,
gather to look at what was
and is no more.

The past to see tomorrow;
perhaps to change course
so intently locked for years
on railroad tracks
rolling forward to no change
in life, emotion and death.
But for all its momentum
nothing remains nothing,
and maybe hope to leave
the ride is not misgiven

A small shower left
gleaming spots for
the sun to drown in dust.

One raises his cup to say:
What we have is fear and its comfort,
what we could have
is uncertainty and its joy.
A few words so simple
and all lies in the open.
Tea spilled a symbol
of personal habits.
-Of no consequence
for the real question revealed.

Cowardice and reason
with all their minions
and promises of years to come.
Or the courage and folly
to take up the doomed-to-fail
journey in search of paradise.
That with luck will be
one hell of an adventure.
Is that not life.

Another declares, noon is late enough
to change from coffee to wine
(and says) passions surely wins.
Other daily customs
one sips his beer,
this day no different.

But this claimed;
there is a tension in the air,
the coffee-round of workday routine
may finally pull
the emergency break
and get out and moving
as never before.

A sober one, perhaps not so
in the mind, though I disagree,
takes a glass of water
and takes a small sip:

We may admit we are happy
or just take a step
to learn to walk.
This eternity question
will surely resolve itself in waiting
in the course of years.
Its answer is all too plain.
We intend to see it tomorrow.
But if we cannot act today,
yes maybe we could tomorrow.
One needs blind faith
to believe it will be so.

He throws the glass of water
spills it on the table:

My self will no longer falter,
I draw my line today.
Alone it may be cold
and failure is so sure,
that it will never be.
The first step will change our eyes
to see and not to see.
Our accomplishments are small
and attain no praise,
but the way we try
and how we walk
will give us warmth
that we never apreciated before.

Evening falls, cups lie empty,
someone counts the tip.
And the spectator-by-chance
wonders if tomorrow
a chair,perhaps two
or the bench by the painting
will not be seated.
If somewhere the morning
opens a path
that does not lead or last,
but lives in birdsong
and a hearty laugh.
Viikki,
23.04.2007

// And I'd be the one with the Hoegaarden, who does nothing. But at least this came after some thing.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Thursday, April 19, 2007

On tuntematon tämä tuuli,
joka kevättä tulossaan seuraa.
Mieleni kaipaisi kauas
vaan ei näe polkua huomiseen.
Puutarhassa odotan tulevaa
on vihreä vielä vain poissa.

Kesä saapuu aikanaan
iloni on viipyvä edellisessä
vielä edelleen. Ja apeus,
jonka aurinko peittää
ei lähde minnekkään.

Ja elämä piilossa herää
kaupungin laidoilla.
Silti harmaus ja melu
ovat näkyvimmät asukkaat
näillä kiitävien hetkien kaduilla.

Minä en vieläkään jaksa
kiirettä, iloa jakaa.
Illoin kirkkaat silmäni
tähyävät taivaan rantaa
ja rauhoittuvan kaupungin valoja.

On välillä niin vieras tämä maa
ja taivas jonka alla asun.
Kaukkaa tulevat unelmat, näyt
eivät helpota tyyneksi oloa.

Kun tuttu ei tunnu tutulta,
eikä kaukainen toive tuo uskoa,
aamukaan ei näytä
parantavan arpeutuneita haavoja.

Tuo huomenna uusi tuuli
ja tarkoitus toiveille,
tuo itsesi esiin elämä;
minulle lauluni uus.


Viikki,
18.4.2007
\\ Suomea taas, vaik' yksinpuheluun pitäisi sortua.

Sunday, April 01, 2007

comedies pencil painted
words are shining through

our future awaits
but is our hope-conclusion
deduced in clarity?

'I wait, I sleep and feed
but do I really live?'

for breakfast they serve tragedy
to cheer us up for noon
the ad ever promising
even healthier life!

numbness predates comfort
and marries security
that is why the newspaper
mutely screams:
bloodletting rules outside

you should dance
for the both of us
I fear, I am too meek
but I will try
to strum the strings
to our conspiring tune

hey, wake me up at 2 am
they want me sharp at 8
those are 6 hours of life to spend
worthwhile together dreaming

a song in two parts
one is served to the end
the choir of the unhappy
was made to stay back home
to remind us our sanity needs us
we forget the industry nation

the real market trades
in human anguish
and the misery of everyone else
who accidentaly lives
on this angular momentum

now everyone out!
before the curtain opens
Viikki,
30.03.3003


// Has been a little quiet lately. Not that I mind complaining.